I began getting seriously depressed in 2020 during the Trump/Covid period; Facebook escalated my moodiness, and it got to the point I would start crying at the least little thing. The doctor suggested I take Escitalopram to level me out, and within two weeks I felt better about myself and the world in general. I've been wanting to get off it since last summer, but winter was coming on and I decided to wait until spring. I've been prone to winter depression my whole life, although I never took any meds for it. But a little over three weeks ago, I began splitting my 10MG pills and just taking half a pill; I did that for two weeks; no problem. Then I began taking half a pill every other day. And now I'm off the stuff with no bad consequences. If I feel the need sometime, I'll get another prescription from the doctor, but I'm hoping I won't.
The garden is at a complete standstill now. I won't be planting even one more seed in this desert we're currently living in. We hopefully check the weather on television and on the Internet, but all we're getting is 10% to 25% chances of spotty rain that never come. If we ever get a real chance of a decent rain, I may plant something and hope for the best. So far, it doesn't look good. I go out every morning with the dog and cat and look at what's there. The strawberries are blooming like crazy, but we won't get any berries at this rate. I water the five tomato plants and one hill of 6 corn plants. That's it.
I've been walking in the pasture and woods again, although I walk fewer places now and have less hills to climb. My heart soars when I'm walking barefoot in the cool, green grass; problems vanish... other than the tick I picked up today. I rubbed insect repellent on my legs up to my knees and thought that would do the job, since I had pants that only went down to my knees. I suppose he jumped down from a tree limb onto my head. He hadn't fastened onto me yet, and I sent him to a watery grave. The grandson said ticks were really bad this year. At one point in my walk I had a desire to lie down in the grass for a bit; now I'm glad I didn't!
When I was getting ready to go to bed night before last, I heard the Pink Panther theme playing. I thanked the dear Lord it was my bedtime; my husband has probably seen all the pink panther movies 50 times, and he still laughs so hard watching them that I sometimes think he'll choke. This morning we were discussing this and he mentioned mentioned that Henry Mancini wrote that song. I knew he'd written a lot of songs we're familiar with, and googled to find out what some of them were. Most of them, we found out, were written for movies and television shows; Cliff was positive Mancini wrote Last Date, but I didn't think so. It wasn't his style. I went to Google again and quickly learned that Last Date was written by Floyd Cramer, to which Cliff said, "Oh yeah, that's who I was thinking of all along."
What? How could you possibly get those two confused? Cramer is country, Mancini isn't, not even a little bit. However, I did find out that country singer Charley Pride recorded a song Mancini wrote, All His Children:
I too felt some depression but got through it; it still comes and goes but like you, I'd prefer to avoid meds if I can. Being outside is therapeutic for me too although TICKS...ugh. I've never seen one and don't want to!
ReplyDeleteI found two ticks on me the first time I went out mushroom hunting but neither had attached and were sent to their deaths. After that, I have sprayed my pant legs with tick spray before going and haven't seen a one. For that I'm thankful.
ReplyDeleteThis means Cliff was right? ðŸ¤
ReplyDeleteNo, because that guy didn't write last date.
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