Monday, February 03, 2020

Finding my own voice

The current lesson in my creative writing class is "finding your own voice".  The preceding lesson was "on the shoulders of giants", which encouraged the student to type or write a paragraph from a favorite author, followed by a paragraph of her own writing in the style of that author.  I didn't think I did well on it for the simple reason I felt I hadn't followed the other writer's style closely enough; however, I got 24 out of 25 points.

Now I'm going to write in my own style, which my regular readers are probably used to, since that's how I write on this blog.  This is not an assignment to turn in for grading; it's just an exercise; and since I'm trying to blog more often, this will kill two birds with one stone.

A STAY IN THE HOSPITAL

I was seven or eight years old when I became feverish and nauseous, complaining of a pain in my stomach.  Mama put a sheet and blanket on the couch (or davenport, as she called it) so she wouldn't have to climb the stairs of our old two-story house to check on me.  She worried, hovering over me, quizzing me about the stomach pain:  Had I fallen against the armrest of the sofa?  She remembered seeing me standing on the sofa the day before.  I didn't remember doing anything that would have caused that pain and wished she'd just leave me alone.

I went upstairs to bed that evening; next morning Mama came up to see if I was any better.  I wasn't.  She went downstairs and brought back a red-rimmed white enamel wash basin full of warm water, a wash cloth, and a bar of soap.  We had never had indoor plumbing, but then very few of our friends did, either: water from our well was brought into the house in a bucket, and if you wanted hot water, you heated it up in the teakettle.  My mom gave me a sponge bath, and I swear I can still feel the comforting feel of the warm, soapy cloth.  When I was clean and dressed in a starched cotton dress, Mother took me to Dr. Croxdale's office in Villisca, Iowa. Daddy stayed home to tend the switchboard in the living room.  It provided our family income.  Somebody always had to be there, because without the switchboard, people in our area couldn't call anyone on the phone except for people on their own party line.  

I don't remember much about what took place at the doctor's office; my next memory is me, laying in a hospital bed in a room with about six other patients, all adults, one of whom was dying.  

I was still vomiting.  Nurses came and put an IV needle in a vein in my leg, and there it stayed for a few days.  My mom said I was vomiting blood, but I remember one of the nurses saying in a rather catty way that it wasn't blood.  I began receiving pretty get-well cards; sick as I was, I looked at all of them, many of which had a brand new child's handkerchief folded inside.  I recall at meal times someone would bring me a tray holding tea in a little brown pot that held two cups of liquid, or sometimes broth to drink, but I believe that was after I finally stopped vomiting.  I must have been getting better, because I remember the sweet, hot tea and the warm beef broth tasted wonderful.  Uncle Leo brought Grandma Stevens to see me once, which was a treat.  It was strange to see my non-driving grandma in such totally different surroundings.  People from church sent me Little Golden Books.  One favorite were Cookie, about a dog who loved cookies; I especially liked it because my own  dog was named Cookie.  Another book I enjoyed was about kids going to the county fair; I don't recall the title on the cover, but I still remember the first line in the book:  "I went to the fair, oh, the grand county fair... with so much to do and such fun everywhere..."

On one of my last days hospitalized, Mother brought Daddy and left him with me for a few hours.  He went out to smoke; while he was gone, the IV needle somehow came out of my leg.  I didn't know what to do, but I didn't call for anyone; I just laid there hoping Daddy would hurry up and come back.  A nurse came by and took the IV, stand, and needle away, which didn't hurt my feelings a bit.  

I believe it was the next day I went home.  A week after my homecoming, we went to the Iowa State Fair in Des Moines.  My parents acted like I was fragile and wouldn't let me run, jump, or skip; but what a grand fair it was, and was I ever primed for it after reading about the "Grand County Fair" so many times for several days.

We never knew what ailed me, even after eight days in the hospital.
    

Saturday, February 01, 2020

Horton Hears a Who

I had another topic for this blog entry, but then my mind began wandering toward a rabbit-hole and I fell in.  That is a normal occurrence for me.  

It all began when I realized it's Saturday; since Cliff retired, I have little reason to keep track of what day it is.  Now that I'm going to church on Sundays, though, I have a marker that helps keep me aware of the passage of days.  So I went from "OK, it's Saturday, February the first" to "tomorrow's church day".  I hoped between the two churches, they'd be singing some of my favorite hymns; the first thing I do when I get to either church service is to scan the bulletin to see what hymns we'll be singing; then I look at what the sermon topic is going to be.

I already know what the Methodist preacher will be using as a topic, because it's a series based on Horton Hears a Who by Dr. Seuss.  He preached the first in the series last Sunday, and yes, it made a good sermon indeed, even though Dr. Seuss was an atheist.  The pastor suggested all of us who weren't familiar with the book get hold of a copy and read it; when that came to mind this morning, I realized the iPad was beside me, so that allows me to access the library using the Libby app and check out any book I want.  I think the only two Dr. Seuss books my kids had were Green Eggs and Ham and Hand Hand Fingers Thumb (or as Cliff and I called it, "Dum Ditty Dum"), so I wasn't familiar with this one.  I had thirty minutes before time for Cliff to get up:  it's a kid's book, how long could it possibly take to read it?

(By the way, have I ever mentioned both my preachers, the Methodist and the Baptist, are named David?  But I digress.)

Well, the book was longer than some, but I managed to wake Cliff up at the right time.  However, as soon as I began reading the book, I saw a subtle message therein, one I'm sure the preacher didn't have in mind.  Spoiler alert!  If you don't want to know how the book ends, stop reading this paragraph.  I always wanted to use that phrase.  Ha!  The story goes like this:  An elephant began hearing tiny voices in the forest because his ears were so big he had super-hearing.  His friends couldn't hear a thing, decided Horton was crazy, and set out to convince him he was wrong.  In the end, Horton manages to get the tiny "Whos" to make enough racket for others to hear so they'd be convinced, and they all lived happily ever after.  

But I hadn't reading long before I got to the line, "A person's a person, no matter how small."

Judging from last week's sermon, the preacher is using the story to illustrate the Bible principle that every person is important in God's sight, but as I read page after page, what I saw was this:  Don't kill babies.

I am no longer a member of a political party.  I sometimes call myself a Libertarian, but even several points of their agenda doesn't suit me.  The other two parties seem to be nothing but machines that work to keep money flowing from one crook to another, letting big business bribe them so they'll support certain bills and causes.  Still, I'd probably vote for some of the more liberal front-runners except for one thing:  Abortion.    

There was a time I struggled with the abortion issue, but in the end I was unable to believe the claim that a fetus is not a baby.  It just doesn't make sense to me; it's no different than saying, "Your child is an infant, not a baby",  or "That kid is a toddler, not a baby" .  At what point does the fetus magically transform into a human?  There have been premature babies who lived after being born less than six months in the womb, so I guess we know they turn into a human before that.  Am I the only one who sees how ridiculous that is?  Killing a tiny human devalues the lives of all people.  

I am a spirit.  I have a soul.  I live in a body.  And so does that tiny speck that is growing so strong and lively, desparately wanting to make a mark on the world.

The Bible tells us God knew each of us before we were born,  Even if I were an atheist, though, I could never convince myself it's right to murder a human being. 

A person's a person, no matter how small.